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How do i do when a child is clearly into me? I'm in high school, 16 years old and i'm very shy when it comes to intimacy, but love to fantasize about it. There's this child that i have been babysitting for around 3 months (for some extra cash), he's around 8 years old and he has autism, so he barely likes to talk (aka nonverbal) and he HATES physical touch, hugging, shaking hands, anything like that causes him overstimulation. It was last night when something unexpected happen, I was on my phone on the couch waiting for the parents to get home, And i see him very early out of bed (His bedtime is 6-7 PM) "What are you doing, its your bedtime" He typically uses an iPad to talk to me but he just sits next to me, I didn't say much as i was on my phone scrolling. It wasn't until he crawled onto my lap, and just stares at me. I can say i was pretty much shocked? confused? because of his lack of touch and being nonverbal, i was pretty much over the world of this, It felt rewarding? like i was chosen. He uses his iPad to talk to me "I like your face" he typed on the iPad as he stares at me until he just goes into a deep slumber. I had to carry him to his room in bed and sit back down because his body was hurting my thigh a lot (And i didn't want his parents to find us cuddling). I don't think ill ever experience something like this again but what should i do? Find another person to babysit or do i just lead him on.. I obviously couldn't ask anybody in general so i came here to ask for some sort of advice or help. |