Am I affraid? You bet your ass I'm petrified!

This culture, the way people are... the amount of animosity and prosecutorial energy that fills the air is ludicrous. People are so pent up, steaming for an outlet to be rightfully aggressive and confrontational, anything serves as a trigger. I'm in no position to lead on anything controversial, one wrong assumption and I'll be put away... What puzzles me is why the masses are teaming with such dire contempt, sadness, or feelings of running on ice and achieving nothing but more debt. The only truth I speak of (and it's not a "big game") is all about reality... boners, horny desires, great feelings, shared in an atmosphere of complete trust; to learn and express in what is nothing more then a natural, physiological biological and given male human predispositions... hold the drama, obscene proclamations, and religious sins. The brutal intervention that pits anger, shame, humiliation against what was shared between two very content people, perhaps adoring people is strange to me. After the intervention that heightens all negative and vindictive feelings, creates such negative stress... The system feels accomplished. It's not a big game on my part... I lived it, seen all the moving parts, I'm able to know what happened and the way it was handled... I take that equation and add it to other things I see and witness in the general society, markets, politics, health care practices, Post secondary education, media, and policing... Not a big game at all... it's just very warped from my perspective. With nothing much to do as a person (as the system wants)... I'm simply left to contemplate things, and I just call it as I see it.