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I wish we as boylovers can be open about our attraction and that a parent would explain to the kid that I am now less drawn to him and that he has now graduated to the next level and another person who understands puberty can now take over from me. I don't know maybe I can explain that directly to the boy? there is nothing for him to understand because this is an insane take. He is not the problem. Puberty is not the problem. You are. but it hurts me a lot that I am not able to be there for him as before but I can't get out of it because he's family. But you can be there for him as before. painful because I can see him and I can see how puberty is disfiguring him. It is so painful to see. This is sort of like a break up, nothing physical ever happened between us, but it's a break up and I need to move on I dont believe you ever loved him. You loved the idea of him, or the idea of youth, or something. But you are discarding him for no reason other than he is slightly older. If you love someone, you dont suddenly become cold and mean and rejecting. Its not a break up. Its you rejecting him and being cold. This is no doubt one of the reasons why boylovers are so looked down on by society. Its all about you, and nothing about him. You are willing to reject him, hurt him, and be incredibly cold and mean to him, just because your feelings are hurt. |