Wow difficult decision

Thanks everyone for your help. I am in a real dilemma. For some reason I really want to tell my psychiatrist. I don't know if he will help but I think that he will hear me out. One of the reasons I want to tell him is that I want support and I want to tell him that I didn't need his help to reach this point of acceptance of myself, that I did it myself. He had a little difficulty with me telling him that I am gay. He didn't fully understand it. The problem is that he is the best psychiatrist in town, and actually one of the best I have seen around the world. The meds and the support have helped me in the past so I don't know what I would do without him. I think that I am a blabber mouth. I have no idea why I have the urge to tell him. I remember when I first watched my first porn I went straight away to my mom and told her! I have no idea what makes me say to people these things. Maybe I need to share the happiness with other people? I feel trapped and I need to let it out!