Hi Rospo, I am going to write in a new post about my trip to the psychiatrist. I told him though of my blabber mouth and his explanation was that I feel guilty for doing it and I am afraid of myself for doing something that crosses the line so I tell my mom so she would stop me from doing it again if I feel the need to do it. Maybe it is the reason of doing it. But I told him that maybe I do it because I want to tell my mom that I watched porn and she couldn't do anything about it. I am not sure though why I do it, because I really feel proud when I do :$ Anyways thanks for the help. |