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| I feel some kind of guilt as well. Liking boys and girls. I feel ok some days about it. Others I feel like a monster or something. A sick person like society calls us. I do feel guilt if I'm a friend of a kid i find attractive. And I can see why this experience would hurt so much. He was abused and you feel bad for still thinking of him in that kinda attraction. Totally get that. I hate the fantasies sometimes. Man almost like I wrote this other than the experience. I need more friends like me as well. Feels so lonely. Lonely for being different. I question why this guilt for liking kids would go away. Unless you mean for the experience. Been so many years being a child lover. Seems like I can't ever accept myself. Try to hide. But I can't. Always watch kids on tv or the internet. Can't ever get enough of them. And the guilt is so real. But us child lovers shouldn't have more guilt than a man looking at a womans butt a lot. But this is different. We are viewed as the worst type of attraction group easily. But we don't choose this. Heck no. Why would anyone choose this? |