Allow the guilt to go away. It is your feeling and you are the owner of those feelings so just permit the guilt to go away. What reason is there for you to feel guilty? Your orientation allows you to see beauty where others fail to do so and it allows you to connect with this boy and others on an emotional level that others fail to. You have provided comfort to him that only you could provide and you have given him security and direction. I have no doubt that you have been a comfort, mentor and inspiration to others as well. Be proud of who and what you are, not guilty. You are a truly beautiful person who strives to help others. No you probably cannot reveal your inner soul to this boy in today's society, but that does not matter...all people build small walls...it is not a guilt factor at all. So make a decision to dispose of the guilt because it is not needed, not deserved and is a negative force. Replace it with pride and change the life of this boy as only you can. Love, Andrew. |