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I am also getting old, and I have also seen the decline of civilization over the last 30-40 years. It was certainly better for us when we were teenagers. Funny thing, I had many so called age-appropriate relationships with other boys, but even more with either younger or older boys, and a few girls along the way, and then it wasn't until I was 14 that I discovered men. Oddly enough, my first time with a real man was with a catholic Monk. I think he actually meant to rape me, but as someone once said, you can't rape the willing. I thought it was great, and since I never was able to hook up with him again, I went off searching for other men, and fortunately found quite a few. I gave up men for good after I was about 21, stuck mostly to boys for years, and then about 30 years ago I felt that being around boys was getting way too dangerous, and I've never even talked to a boy since. I did get married hoping to have a kid of my own instead of borrowing from other people, even a daughter would have been nice but sons way better, but alas she wasn't able to have kids so now I am still married, no children and few other people in my life at all, but still alive, still watching the decline and fall of the entire population of the Earth. Gosh I wish I could write as well as you do, even if I don't really care for the name you have chosen for yourself. I can't find any other posts by you, are you new? If so, welcome! Anyway, you really write really well! (See, I don't so well) I think there used to be many Mr M's, but sadly they are disappearing, and yes, it's a disaster. As I used to sign off, Peace, love, hugs, hyacinth. |