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They found out

Posted by Toxoplasmosis on 2026-August-16 15:45:46, Sunday

I can't fucking do this anymore.
Now my mom and best friend know I'm a LBL.

They don't know that's the term I use of course. They just know me as a pedophile now.

My friend found out first and thought it wise to tell my mom, who then found pictures of boys on my PC. None of it KP of course, and nothing that would stick in court, but she didn't seem to care about the difference.

The worst part is that neither of them claim to hate me for it; honestly, I'd rather they did, then I'd be justified ghosting them. But now I get to spend the rest of my life with these two watching down my neck.

And that's just two more people who would report me to the police if they ever suspect I did anything as well. Doesn't help that neither of them fully believe that I wouldn't rape a child. Fucking brainwashed by the "all BLs are molesters" rhetoric.

Ngl, I was already thinking of killing myself over being a LBL. Now I want to do it even more just to get myself out of their thoughts.

Sorry I can't be the person the two of you thought I was.

--A Lone Rat

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