Re: I am terrified of being exposed

When reading your message a picture comes up in my mind: A minor-attracted person (or whatever term you prefer) who has internalized the bad image that the media is painting. Someone who would do no bad, but has read a lot of articles about childkillers from journalists who - on purpose or out of ignorance - mess up those crimes with pedophiles. Someone who has seen the news telling again about houses being raided by the police in search of so called CSAM, and so many innocent children being rescued by that operation. Rescued from unspeakable horrors that keep the children traumatized and stigmatized forever. Pictures of missing limbs, open infected wounds and such come up before your inner mind. And then, realizing you feel a sexual attraction towards children, you fear that all those bad things will come to you, caused by you upon kids that lead a happy life before they got in contact with you. This might be a bit exaggerated, but maybe this is what happens in the unconsciousness? -- A life without boys is possible, but meaningless