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...my first erotic experiences (that I can recall at any rate) involved illustrations in books: The Children's Bible in Colour, Hamlyn, 1964 - my mother's attempt to bring me up as a good Christian. In fact, I was entranced by certain pictures - p. 52, a reclining Jacob looking quite unbelievably seductive, showing some of his chest. Various similar images... pp. 64-65, Joseph in just a loincloth about to be thrown into the pit: an absolutely gorgeous picture of a strapping young boy, nearly completely naked. The volume contained many pictures depicting tenderness between men and boys (fathers hugging their sons, etc.) which had an immense emotional effect on me, e.g. p. 78, p. 84. p. 367 a blue eyed, blond haired boy-Jesus in the Temple. pp. 498-499, a really beautiful Eutychus, who falls asleep and falls from a third story window because of one of Paul's interminably long after-dinner speeches. A ladybird book: Living Things, Romola Showell, Ladybird Books, 1975. A gorgeous naked boy on p. 41. (also a naked girl - in whom I took no interest whatever.) . Another ladybird book: How to Swim and Dive, Henry Marlow, 1971. I liked the illustrations of the beautiful boy in it, showing how to do various strokes and dives etc. Can't remember exactly how young I was, but certainly before 7 years old, probably quite a bit before. My first definite erotic experience with another boy was my inventing a game in which the rules required that one expose one's bottom and then one's willy to the other person. Unfortunately, the other boy with whom I chose to play this game quickly tired of it and walked off. |