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into a space occupied by no one and sitting alone because I wanted nothing but someone to sit by me. Seeing no one because I want alone to see someone. Having nothing because I wanted something and isn't it strange how nothing can come from something. All this trying trying for something got me nothing nowhere so what's the fucking point? Aim for nothing and that's just what I'll get, damned if I do damned if I don't. Another day in the shit spent crying too much desire too much guilt too much of nothing too much wanting something. Can't want something never comes can't want nothing can't have anything at all so what's the fucking point? Nothing inside and nothing outside at all, no wants no dreams but what I can't have can't have anything but empty wants and dreams. Turn around and find everyone licking their own wounds no time for you no time for yours you're really all alone surrounded in a crowd of silent sufferers and people with too much happiness to waste time on you you're really all alone so what's the fucking point? No one to turn to nothing to lean on no one to trust I'll always be alone, I'm everything a boy won't want but a boy is the only thing I want want what you can't have get nothing in the end. Want nobody get nothing want nothing get nobody. Picking away at a cold empty heart almost surprised to see the grey come pouring out when the hole gets just too big to keep it all back not like anyone gives a shit anyway so what's the fucking point? Head hurts again too much pressure against it around and around like a fucking tumble-dryer can't stay drunk all the time fuck sobriety, can't lift my head can't do a fucking thing it's all pointless all comes back to nothing. Any action comes back to the very same thing. What a failure of a human being not to want anything not to have anyone, wouldn't you just stand above him and spit on him if you knew such a creature. Wouldn't you give up on him and walk away and leave him to rot inside, nothing to have no one to hold onto and tomorrow's not less grey so what's the fucking point? tAD |