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Should lay off, have spent a number of evenings with self-medication. Can't really afford more in this current time, so I must deal with this headache sober. The ramble was from someone texting me. We were going to get together but I really didn't feel like it with the way I've been today. She asked, 'what's wrong?' Christ, where do you start. There's nowhere to start and nowhere to finish. It's as if all the words you've ever kept to yourself about someone or something came spilling out all at once, how could it ever be comprehensible? My mind darts back and forward between all my problems, like an overworked repairman who just can't find where to start, or how. So what can you say when you need to say everything at once? Nothing intelligible or ground-breaking, though there was at least some element of designed thought within the ramble. "Standing inside rotting away Something inside of me has been taken away Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end?" Korn - Take a Look in the Mirror - When Will This End tAD |