Hello, thank you for your responses, they have been so helpful and so many, so quickly. I have been unable to read all of them as I am running out of time, I am currently using a public internet kiosk thing. Tomorrow I was planning on getting completely wasted again but I will not be doing this. Instead I will go to the gym and exercise until I am exhausted. I know that has helped me feel better in the past. I will return here later today hopefully and post again. Unfortunately I have to leave now. Thank you so much for your words of support, this all seems a little bit more managable now. |