Its not clear exactly what you are saying, but I didnt choose to reject salvation. There is no reason to believe that salvation is a thing, or that the entities offering it even exist. I havent rejected christs love any more than I have rejected the love of Iluvatar. And if its a fixed choice, and its all actually true,then god is basically choosing that I choose to reject salvation, which is a pretty shitty thing for him to do. |