bad puppy

What was it that Diana Merrifield said we should do? "Question, Persuade and Defer?" Obviously you've got the questioning part covered, as you recognize the danger signs from your lavado de cerebro classes. Jimminy Cricket is sitting on your shoulder saying "niño travieso." Is persuasion even an option for you any more? It seems as though your posts are a cry for help. Puppies who use negative behavior to cry for attention aren't often pleased when the reply comes in the form of a rolled up newspaper. If you get told on your goose will be cooked. Once your case is deferred to the authorities it will be too late to get help on your own terms. Don't you have anyone in real life you can talk to about this stuff? It's not too late to make an action plan designed to avoid catastrophe.