let it happen

It only hurts at first, but if you relax into it we can both have fun and you never know, maybe if we work on your technique together you'll figure out how to enjoy this and keep a positive attitude as you bide your time waiting for "real MAPs" here in this slow backwater of a website. You have to realize that your tantrums are uninteresting to those who aren't big MBC guys like we are. Here's another link since we both know that first one is likely to be cogged too. Is it abuse to keep on talking to you and giving you advice? Wouldn't you prefer this to the nothing you get from anyone else here? You are like coonie when he complained about his "only friend," seemingly not noticing the almost total lack of people here in this formerly busy website. There are a few people like us and Sharpshooter who focus on what a shithole this place has become, but most of the people who pass through here don't bother. They just look around, read a couple posts and for the most part move on without even making a nickname. When we add MetaBCer Chuck to mix it becomes apparent that nothing is holding us back but our imagination. Maybe the other meta focused BCers need to take a lesson from Chuck not focus so much on being mad over the things that bother us, but instead realize that there are some wonderful intelligent fun great people who are also here, largely overshadowed by the more vocal fucked up ogres who stop in way more often. You could be talking to those readers who are interested in what you say. You have made some good points in the past about banding together with your community and prepping. Those ideas are valuable and worth sharing even if no one happens to come along in time to read them before they scroll off the bottom of the index. The nature of this kind of old fashioned message board means you have to either keep on repeating yourself or else fade away into obscurity. It's a numbers game really. Destiny is going to bring some people here who would resonate with La Causa. It's up to you what they see when they click on one of your posts. Is it going to be a boring pointless complaint about whatever it is that you linked to in the posts above or is it going to be a conversation of substance?