i 'blame' my unhappiness on

the neocolonial propaganda system that i found myself entrapped in as a kid (tho not seeing "it" until well into my 20s)!! And the seeming Roman-origins of this whole "misery loves company" charade. (Or was it the Mongol "Hordes" reacting to Natural Catastrophe, before???) Or DOES IT ALL COME DOWN TO OUR still hiding (but why??) SPACE ALIEN HANDLERS USING EARTH NOT ONLY AS AN INTERGALACTIC TELEVISION, BUT ALSO JUST LIKE "the pan-dimensional beings called 'mice' said!!!??? A VAST COMPUTER TO FIND OUT THE ANSWER TO LIFE, THE UNIVERSE, AND EVERYTHING?!!!? How's that for starters?! And how the "minions" were fooled and tooled into 'Selling their Souls' for what amounts to privileges Serving the empire. Psychologically genocided, firstly, thanks to circumcision and then public schooling (see J.T.Gatto for starters) and the nuclearized family (we were all once EXTENDED FAMILIES WORTHWHILE OF TRUST AND VILLAGES BACKING, turned "Nuclear" and now more and more atomized and isolated, by design.) Okay, i'm going to "take a breather"! "Alien values are implanted into the lives of the people, precisely through the children; alien, not merely in the sense of foreign or exotic, but alien to humanity: a commerciogenic identity is formed. At first it was partly resisted, but with time, it became more and more acceptable, until it has now become a major determinant on the lives of the young, displacing all earlier forms of acculturation, other ways of answering need, other ways of being in the world. This process of forgetting, beyond recall, but perhaps not quite beyond reclamation, is a form of colonialism far more effective than that which held so much of the world in thrall in an earlier empire." ----Jeremy Seabrook in 'The Metamorphoses of Colonialsm'