Re: 100% right

Well... After some 30 years of being internationally OUT, i see grey areas to all of that seemingly rational fear. Yes, i recognize that the players on your fears can do what-ever they wish, and often do, with state impunity. And yet... And as far as needing lots of cash to defend oneself in court, there's also "coaching" and 'pro se'. But i've never had to use such knowledge, yet. Awhile back, i had a vigalante network hounding my punkass back in the Bay Area (u.s.), when i was homeless, but they ended their psy op by telling me: "You can 'have it' however you want it." Apparently their investigations brought up nothing. Vague but encouraging, i thought at the time. Tho other vigalante networks continue to "up the ante" for sure. Like when i was travelling last on a public transport and the staff put a religionist extremist and her young kids right next to me, while i was away from my seat. Even tho they know who i am (i've had multiple experiences with hardly hidden agents following me and watching me closely). Luckily, i had the gumption to NOT sit in my seat until i could speak with the lady (religionist) about having her sit next to me instead of her kid. i'm definitely 'known' and do expect "the worst" and have somewhat prepared for such. No, i don't agree that keeping a low profile is the answer. i think it best to meet the eyes of the stupidized and show them that i have and will again risk my life to speak this side of the truth. It is a spiritual path for me, kids. Anyway, a lot of people, i find, respect someone who has such "guts" to stand for what they think/believe. And it is those people i find myself loving to discover over and over again! Including people who have been hyped up and mobilized to attack me only to find out, in their initial "justification enquiry" (seeking to justify their hysteria), that i'm actually quite a human being! In ways that they have not apparently known! Some feel called to go into this Fear, while others do not. i have risked my life to speak up on these and other issues for many years and do not see an option for me to "escape" that. "Nothing is more central to the maintenance of social order than the regulatory mechanisms employed to control and socialize our children."--Ronald Boostom