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You by chance know anything about that group that was apparently set up for former child actors? Set up, initially, by a former child actor! Figure they're publicly hostile to us because most Have To be...but i wonder about their trajectory over the years. (Sure, i could go look it up myself, but that misses out on the fun of responses from y'all, here!) Btw, that's a unifying word: fun! The normies have theirs: gay. Ours could be 'fun'. Even tho those who seem to be able to easily control our organization *SEEM* to ALSO be so *aloof from* FREE SPIRITed excellences and inspiration! Well, i 'get' it, but still! You know? i mean, think about it: In our eternal unconscious quest for a solo champion to Save Us (heh), we battle it out, honing our skills, and perhaps someday to see a 'messiah' rise; or at least a 'charismatic' leader. In the meantime, We're quite dreeeeeeeeary around each other, have you noted? But as soon as the grand spirit of YOUTH lights up the room, wow, our hearts grow suddenly large! And our armor slips off, forgotten! And we tend to revert 'back' to our inner truth of openly shining --tho 'perfectly imperfect'-- care! Of silliness and joy and bonding between males! And the layers of meaningful fun (!!!!) that the commmmunity --which i think we all tend to want to see build up and bloom when we're in such ease-- allows for! A flow WITH such dudes!! And one apparently more difficult for the patriarchal, mechanistic-stuck science crowd: SHARING POWER WITH DUDES!! And aiding to liberate them from their ageist bondage, compulsory skooling, settler-centrick absolutisms, and groanup fetishizing of dudes as objects or 'Superpets' (the latter said by the real John Holt about many Nuclear-ized parents). Tho i realize that patriarchy is merely a symptom. Of the 'Misery Loves Company' that runs that poetic. And most men feel (at least intuitively) overwhelmed by an entity able to organize a seemingly invincible system of very unfair domination. Tho i do see an alternative. But while the momentum of all the wars in our historical trajectory will likely run roughshod over our efforts (it is just so huge of a momentum of hundreds of thousands, or at least a very talented propaganda cabal..), it makes sense to continue to try to under- and over-stand this shit! Because i think there's something to this 'gaia' resonance. Or Morphic Resonance, as i think Rupert Sheldrake thinks. Something that tunes the rest of the intuitive-trusting population in to our side of the truth. And i think now is a prime time to really make some serious efforts of getting our side of the truth out! What with all the REALITY forced into N.Americans' faces, i think this could be a powerful, even pivotal time!! And all the growing (i can feel it, can you?) heavy vibe tenseness seems to be growing as well. Tense before an expected fight, i figure. A general vibe i get off the population of a n.american city i'm living in at the moment. One final thing i wanted to say today (i feel like this is a blog post; well, i suppose it is in a way!), is: That we're all GENERALS. That is what this has boiled down to. Anyone who's still free-ish of the prison-industrial complex (mouthful) ought to be counted in such a way. Even PPC could be a general for rebellious deaf folks! So it really does come down to how we decide we're going to see. No matter what. i know there's something to the argument of "psycho-somatic"! So for me the scenario is more about whether we dare to step out of line. Whether we dare affirm our hearts as coming, in organic origins, from beautiful places, but they (mostly) merely got Pushed Off-balance by The Misery Loves Company and its 'divisions'. We 'merely' got separated from all of our birthrights. We all traded depth for surfaces, not knowing any better (due to Confined Frames of References!)! We got "psychologically genocided" and entrapped into all these seemingly impossibly rigid belief groups. All being positioned in not nice ways towards each other. Same with the 'satanic' number game. Same with settlerpeople only able to identify neocolonially (i.e. with the psychiatrick 'pedophile' label), not seeing or being prepared for how the ideological rigidities build steadily, ensnare the unwitting, and so on. All being positioned to go to war with each other, i happen to think. While "the ones who spurred us on [get to] Sit In Judgement of our Wrong." (recall the song?) |