Ignore the haters, you are not alone

Besides nymphomaniacs, everyone else feels sexually indifferent to most people. Gay guys aren't acting on sexual motive most of times they talk to men they see from day to day. Straight guys (including you) aren't going around visualizing sex with every woman they see. BLs are the same towards boys, mostly not noticing the boys that they casually pass by on the street, but when they do approach a boy it's most often motivated by duty/community/kinship/neighborly love. You've heard that joke about pedophiles ...at least they drive slowly in a school zone, but irl that's probably not true. They are just as likely to zone out and ignore the people they are driving past as any one. If you were making lots of life choices based around your sexuality, such as cruising pasts schools or getting onto certain bus seats with the goal of doing something "active or predatory" THEN there might be cause for worry. Remember last time you visited you were talking about learning how to use Tails and the tor browser? It makes total sense to get fed up and tyred of what's left of the "community" on the clearnet. Unlisted communities are harder to find, but smaller unlisted friend groups have must less problems with trolls, antis, law enforcement moles and csam users infiltrating.