Serve somebody...

Maybe I just desire sex, that kind of love, isn't the other kind of love just the sex of the non contact kind? Intellectual love, emotional love, what am I talking about? I wouldn't have a clue, it's probably something about the illusion of the higher self and the lower self. The soul and the body, as if the soul didn't need gratification just as much as the body. If there even is a soul and a body split. A "higher" self and a "lower" self. You couldn't have high if you didn't have low, or as Alan Watts bangs on about you couldn't have a wave if you didn't have a trough, would you judge a piece of corrugated iron by it's peaks and troughs? If you look at it from the other side the troughs would now be the peaks and vice versa. "I've looked at love from both sides now from up and down but still somehow it's loves illusions I recall, I really don't know love at all." "You may call me Bobby or you may call me Ray, you may call me anything but no matter what you say, you're still gonna have to serve somebody yes indeed you're gonna have to serve somebody, well it may be the Devil or it may be the Lord, but you're gonna have to serve somebody."