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I Like your flattery xdsaz, I'll try and believe you, I try to look my best on AI, I mean who wants to present their ugly side? I was skinny and got teased occasionally for that, but apart from asthma I was physically above average in dexterity and fitness, though people underestimated my abilities on account of my thinness, stupid cunts. I don't know about the block universe, at the present time I haven't come up with anything better though I have considered much worse fates, there is the 'when you are dead you are dead' theory, and technically that's probably the best of all fates, but it doesn't satisfy my human addiction to living. I used to dream about an ideal place, certainly not the Christian notion of "Heaven", more a kind of impossible eternal youth as a kid living in a commune with other kids and adults who didn't interfere with the love lives of the kids, of course by a beach, and swimming pools, it just got more and more absurd! That's when I realised life itself was a kind of rough-hewn sanctuary, and I should be jolly thankful for it. ![]() |