You are an automaton...

So am I, pleased to meet you, everything your body and mind do is just automatic, your brain is of course just an organ like your heart or your lungs, you have no control over what you think or how you act, it's as regulated as your heart, your lungs or your digestive system, I know it feels like you are the thinker and the doer, I'm afraid not... The real you is not your ego, the part of you that says I am hungry, or I like boys, or I know the "I" that I speak of, it's "me!", is the lying ego, you are pure awareness, observing your ego and its travails, its suffering, it's joy, its secrets, the ego doesn't know it exists, only pure awareness knows anything about existence, it remains unchanged, uncorrupted by anything it observes, now and always. So don't judge yourself or others, you and they can't be or do anything other than what you or they are being or doing, would you judge a tree for bending in the wind? a leaf for dying in Autumn? You'd probably judge a fly or a mosquito if they pestered you, but is it their fault? You couldn't even blame a river for drowning you, or a hammer for hitting your thumb. Ouch! If you don't understand someone or thing that is your own deficit. If you don't understand yourself or your ego, that is because you are not it! It doesn't exist, you are the unmoved awareness that never changes just as a movie projected on a screen of a bushfire does not burn the screen, you are akin to that screen. Whatever you feel or receive from the senses leaves no corruption to that which you truly are, awareness. So if I say I'd like to have sex with a ten year old boy, it's not the true me, it's the false ego, but how can you judge something that doesn't even know it exists? Because you are a stupid automaton just like me! But all this doesn't mean you can't have the time of your life, and have your own set of values, even if in the end they are meaningless. Your awareness is probably my awareness, the same thing, and we are all innocent little lambs confronted by Nature, some of natures younger personas are fucking cute, but they ain't to blame for that, they need special loving from specialised people like us. Remember, everything I say is horseshit.