Does it ever get better? Childhood neurosis lives on, don't you see, this world was made for you and me? Out of all possibilities this one is true! Mind and matter from out of the blue. It's so "sick" as the youngsters say. Logically there's no chance of being born, yet here I am, and it seems so natural, I get to experience the unfathomable, the agony and the ecstasy. Little wonder people turn to god, this world makes too much sense! And the universe seems so immense, what the fuck is an atom? Why could it even exist? What about the Periodic Table of Elements? That's just ingredients some kind of cooked up recipe. Not even scientists know why a big bang happened, and to explain the seeming fine tuned universe, they posit infinite universes, with different properties. That's an infinite regression and a paradox. So long as boys make me cry, and their smiles are infectious, love is my world-view. ![]() |