Lifeline doesn't serve me anymore. I serve lifeline. Been so deeply involved for so long. Lifeline helped to make me a better person, it kept me good. Sounds crazy but yeah, I'm good, because the people seemed to keep me on the straight & narrow. I put them on pedestals, only to find they didn't really belong on them. They do belong on them though, so do I, because we're rare unique beautiful breed that should be held in high honor. Everyone at Lifeline is admins, it's admin hub. If only more MAPs saw lifeline the way I envisioned, and treasured it the way I did, it would really change the whole world. It just never caught on. I was alone in my odyssey. What am I supposed to do with my life? I've got nothing to do because what's more important than kids and the life-cycle? Romance. I've got nowhere to go. If I could work at an orphanage in Uganda I'd leave tonight, never see me again. |