While I am getting things off my chest

When I was about 13 or 14, I was hitchhiking through Ohio and I got picked up by this trucker. He offered me 20$ to masturbate me. I needed 20$ so I said OK and he gave be some porn to look at (not even KP) just gay porn. The thing was that he didn't pay me my 20$. That is the part that has always really, really bothered me, even to this day. If he had paid me, I likely wouldn't even think about it now. The fact that he fucked me over is what I am still mad about. It has nothing to do with me being a BL. I was a BL long before I encountered this guy (even though I didn't know it then). I just can't figure out why he'd do me like that? (must have been one of them heterosexual pedophiles :P) I don't even know why after all this time that it still bothers me. It is just one of the things in my life that I just can't get past. He really should have been a man of his word. #me too :P International Boylove Day BoyWiki