Pisses me off royally !

The obfuscation of what this "gay" really fucking means!!! It means wanting "his" cock right?... then say it. It means being fucked right? ... then say it. It means getting a hard-on when in close proximity.. It means orgasms, blow jobs, and great sexual energy to achieve this. Then simply say it. It's all this pussy-footing around general camouflaged wording/niceties, not being clear at all about what this "gay" in fact means... and how at ages of 10, 12, & 15 years old this desire of wanting is just normal, part of the male youth biology, and that affection in this way of being fucked sucked, is not at all traumatic, but welcomed and desired. Until real language like said description of what is truly meant by saying "gay" it leaves ambiguous interpretation, and does not force any social change, or academic reconsideration. It's truly too bad! Because lives continue to be destroyed in spite of these tip-towing interviews that leave out the most essential knowledge. Sex need not be so diabolical, disgusting, treacherous, or an abusive betrayal, as it is criminally obligated to be. Somehow the act of being gay, can still not be defined. I light my blue candle tonight in hopes that male youth will suffer no more, that when sex desires arise an outlet can be met. It's only human, and if youth happen to want the love of someone junior or senior... that like they say it won't mean destroyed lives by way of criminal prosecution, incarceration, and lives spent on a sex registry. The brutal, cruel and unusual ways have got to stop, and queer notions of virtuosity, and morality have got to be reversed... reversed in the sense that what is evil, hurtful and wrong is to rule by making erotic intimacy somehow a disgusting, obscene, "soul destroying" act. To truly be in the business of building character, self esteem, and establishing healthy minds is to (IMO) celebrate, define, and expect this kind of energy to be expressed in many ways. Happy IBLD!