I might be wrong.

I might be wrong, but I think that what you feel is not really nostalgia, but rather a feeling that you didn't live your childhood as you should have and is now longing to be the child you were not. If that is the case, you would benefit more from actually adopting more boyish practices in private and feel like a child once in a while. Many of my friends are adult babies or diaper lovers, so that feeling is common among them. Not saying that it is your case, especially because you seem more interested in your childhood than babyhood. But it seems close enough to me. In my experience, I either never had a childhood or never grew out of it. Development was seamless for me. I can't point exactly at what point in life I lost my "purity", if I ever lost it or ever had it to begin it. I still am pretty childish, but it coexists well with my adult demands. It's an organic thing. (https site) B4QR Volume 4, Issue 2 Out Now [@nonymouse] [Guardster] [Proxify] [Anonymisierungsdienst]