Don't blame you for not wanting to come out as BL

You sound like a thoughtful and considerate person. Sounds like your babysitting position has been enjoyable and profitable for you. Thankfully your fears of being singled out as a young person by the older pervs here have not been realized yet, but just don't forget that those claiming to be fellow kids might be 40 year old catfishers just posing as kids to bait you into a friendship. Stuff like that happens quite often on MAP oriented internet chats, usually just by older perves looking for a thrill or to troll, but sometimes by so called pedo-baiters like that guy A.R. tpka "Fragment" mentioned in your first thread. Totally respect your decision not to come out of the closet as a boylover or even think that about yourself at your tender age. Like you said, this might just be a phase or just one aspect of your still developing well rounded sexuality. No one was suggesting that you come out of the closet as a boylover or pedophile. Actually many people who don't self identify as MAP can experience sexual feelings for children, for example breast feeding mothers, and that does not mean that they are pedos. But there is also no reason to think that admitting to feeling aroused by a certain situation means that you are going to be branded as a pedophile by the entire community. There is a big difference between having an impulse or feeling verses acting on it. A statement to the parents of your client wouldn't necessarily be the end of the world, but you probably know that if the little guy was to use his ipad to type out a message describing you doing a sexual act with him would most likely be taken very seriously by his parents and the community. No one here wants to see you get into trouble, and on that note be very careful about revealing personal information here. You've already told us your age, your occupation, your hairstyle and your ethnicity. Linguistics experts could look at your word choice to further narrow down what area of the world you live in. Just be careful, because the same people who are acting like your friend here on BC might very well be glowies. Just something to keep in mind.