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This is why I'm glad for being antisocial (not in a pathological way). I can't imagine how pedophiles who crave the presence of other people and their acceptance must feel. Well, I guess they feel suicidal.. I've always been interested in many things, but never in people. Isolating yourself from people and putting your time into hobbies (whatever they are) is one of the best ways to "cope" with our current situation. At least in my experience. You have outlined your hobbies in your post. I'd recommend taking up a long-lasting project, like, for example, drawing an entire girl-themed comic with subtle GL undertone. Or maybe you could try to learn 3D modelling and make 3D-printable girls. Buy a printer and make them real. Put them all over your house, if you can / dare. Projects that require your long term attention are the best, they kind of take you to a different world, a world free of pain. Works well for me. And a little side note, things to always keep in mind: Not playing according to the rules can often help too. Don't forget that they almost deem your mere existence a crime. In this system, you are inherently an outlaw. They may say that they want to help us, blah, blah, blah, but in reality, all they want is to eliminate us. Whatever it takes. The therapy you yourself mention is not here to help you, but to put you under control. If they truly wanted to help us, things would have changed a long time ago already. They can, but they don't want to. Even those who comply and go to the "therapy" have zero respect of ordinary people. They don't respect you. Why should you respect them? |