Two things you miss. First is boys have rejected me my whole life even those who were warm at first. This happened when I was younger and closer to their experiences, and more recently too. I did the right things you say a BL should do but it never went well. Not once. Plenty of times I thought God sends me my angel boy, and it always wentbad. Second, others like me don't experience this. You and the rest give the impression that boys adore a BL man, that a BL attracts boys well. I never experienced this even one time, clearly I am defective even as a BL. Only my faith has kept me from ending it all from that two forked attack when I was at my lowest point before. Now I just take my No TLC approach which I adopted only a few months ago. |