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Re: I have many questions....

Posted by kendoll007 on 2024-April-8 17:04:26, Monday
In reply to I have many questions.... posted by Etenne on 2024-April-8 16:34:45, Monday

Ah okay! I'll do my best to answer your questions, I struggle with conveying a lot of things but I hope you will understand what I mean even if just a little.

My dysphoria was particularly awful in elementary as the years have gone on, It hasn't been as bad. I'm pretty comfortable in my body now. I never felt suicidal in the way others have, though I have had depression but it was like being a zombie, not being able to do anything. Suicide scares me ! There's so much that could go wrong , I could end up in a hospital, still life but basically be a prisoner in my own body. I'm scared of Fire, knives, sharp objects,needles , so many things haha.

I consider myself a boy, just simply a different sort of boy. I've never had any connection to womanhood or girls, not tomboy or girly girls or anything. I don't have breasts or curves etc, when, i was little I entered puberty quite early which just seems to have resulted in lots of body hair & some facial hair & not much more. So even physically I don't think I've found myself relating to most girls either. ( not that there isn't girls that have the exact body type & what not , I really hope you get what I mean ) so I haven't found myself ever really thinking of myself as a 3rd gender or a little bit of both , though I have seen trans guys who have had different experiences & do see themselves as such. I think it's really cool that there's trans guys who have experienced girlhood or womanhood.

Also I live in Florida currently ( yeah... Florida..) , I've been pleading for some sort of medical transition since middle school, puberty blockers or T/hormones. I haven't had access to them ever, the only thing I've been able to do socially transition among peers. I have a friend who started T a few years ago and honestly he's one of the calmest people I've met so far. I can say the same for other trans boys I've meet who have started T, all very calm , some annoying yes but never violent. Maybe the trans guys/boys you met were simply assholes or have some other issues going on?

Haha yeah my life is honestly a mess, I have a lot of other things going on besides the LGBT+ related ones. Old friends even said I could write a whole novel concerning the events in my life lol. I would explain why I would want to make boylover friends but I don't know how to put it into words well. My friend is better at explaining these sort of things.

Oh okay ! Thank you for warning me. I'll keep that in mind.

Sorry me typing too so long but I hope you'll be satisfied with my answers

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