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Me and tyred have finally made our peace!

Posted by Manstuprator on 2024-April-1 00:17:07, Monday

I have repeatedly e-mailed "tyred's" account (from a safe e-mail not connected to my real-life identity) hoping that she would respond and that we could have a heart-to-heart conversation.

Well, she finally did respond! (To prove who I was, I included certain text in a post that confirmed that it was really me.)

The truth is, "tyred" is really not so bad after all. We e-mailed a few times, then she agreed to do a video chat (setting THAT up safely was a real challenge! It involved two machines in a third country, and the machines were air-gapped, then the data was sent by another machine. Too complicated to explain, really.)

After spending a few hours talking to her "face to face" as it were (but I wore a mask, and disguised my voice, again too complicated to explain.) now I know her full story. And there is no way to not feel great pity about her history.

She is too embarrassed to tell her story herself here, but she has authorized me to tell you about her (but she insisted, reasonably, that I omit some "too personal" details).

When you hear all that she has gone through, your heart goes out to her! She has been through so much... it's a true horror story...

It all started when she was a young girl, and she had what they call "a psychotic break" from reality. She was put on various medications to try to bring her back to reality, sometimes more successfully that at other times.

She began to do the rounds of various therapists, and one of them believed in "recovered memories". She was convinced by that (woman) therapist that she had been "sexually abused" by her father, brothers, and a number of other relatives. Apparently none of this was true.

Since she had no-one else to look to for support, she accepted those (false) narratives.

She then became completely alienated from her entire family (she wouldn't believe that what her therapist claimed had happened couldn't have been true.)

She actually has a lot in common with all of us -- she is a victim of a society gone mad, but her victimization has taken a different form.

I'm not a big fan of the "psych-industry," but it is true that there are people who are disturbed, and sometimes very seriously so. You know, people who can look at a TV screen that is displaying just static and "see" faces and "hear" voices. It's not her fault! Sometimes the brain just stops functioning normally, and that's that. Time is the best cure, plus a supportive family. But she lacks that support.

She began a downward spiral from there on.

Some years ago, she was taken in by a church group who was alerted to her problems and her tentative grasp on reality. But actually, with all their talks of "the Devil" and the wrath of God, she appears to be worse off for all their ministrations.

But she found one thing that seemed to make her feel better! She began to look for chat rooms where there were "perverts" who she could preach to about The Lord. She became a "pervert savior".

Well, you may have noticed that "tyred" posts things that are erratic, and that often contradict information that is in her previous posts. These are symptoms of her current problems dealing with reality. It's not really her fault, she cannot control herself. She doesn't really mean to be mean to us.

She admits that she is "in denial" about her addiction to BoyChat, and in lucid moments admits that it isn't healthy for her.

We have just been the last of a long chain of chat rooms that she has tried to "work her God magic in". Most chat rooms have a number of (so-called) "normies" who share her religious beliefs, so she has always been able to drum up support from other posters to "cancel" the (so-called) "perverts".

What is "tyred" like in real life? Well, when you see her tired face on the screen, with her wispy grey hair, her drawn face, her a-little-too-plump body, her often vacant eyes, you can't help but to feel compassion for her. She truly has been a victim of a "psych" (and "pharma") industries gone mad.

I gave her a list of books that should help her understand the real source of her problems, and she has promised to read them. Now we just have to wait and see.

"tyred" admitted that she now feels very guilty for having set up a situation where a poster from here contacted her, and she then (she now admits) foolishy shared it with another member of her "group" who turned out to be an anti who broke into his e-mail account (which he had linked to his real-life identity) and so he lost his job, his family, and is under police investigation due to some pictures he had shared. Poor guy!

She also admitted -- with tears in her eyes -- that she regrets all of the attacks that she has made on us, and asks forgiveness because it's just a symptom of her mental illness, and she cannot really control it.

So, on this first day of a month that promises rain showers, to be followed by flowers in the month to come, let's all join together in helping "tyred" along the road to recovery!

And, to address "tyred" directly, I just want to say "We love you! We are here for you! And most importantly:

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

M.
Now she just has to remember to take her meds...



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