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Talking about romantic feelings mostly. My homosexual attractions has mostly shifted to boys / teens, but actually having a loving relationship seems so unrealistic in my life (mostly because I don't wanna risk anything, even outside of just sexual encounters). Ive had this issue since when I first started questioning my sexuality, before I realized I was attracted to boys and teens.. I was afraid of people knowing I was gay, so any kins of meaningful, long term relationship seemed so unrealistic and the few I had made me paranoid of being outed to rhe point that I caused them to fall apart. Both of these have made me question if Im even really gay, despite me having such strong romantic attraction to boys. Have any of yall ever struggled with this?? And how do I overcome this fairly big mental obstacle in my life |