Re: Church fundraiser

It looks to me like you've let a wall of social awkwardness being built around you. I've seen it with heterosexuals as well who have searched for love for too long. They can't approach a woman without looking weird and make other people uneasy. There is an aura of negativity and defeat around them that makes people flee, especially women they are attracted to. If that's the case with you, I'm afraid there is no easy remedy to it, but some unusual circumstances could cause the wall to break. Like some kind of social earthquake. A situation where people would be forced to set apart their feelings about you, and get a chance to know the real you below the skin, if you see what I mean. Hopefully it would include a boy. Some walls are pretty impressive, but no wall stands forever. Try and stand for longer than your wall, and get ready for the unexpected. That's all the advice I can give you. Lots of happy boys to you, FF mi lon. mute mije lili kin li lon. o sina kute e mi, mi ala wile, pilin pona mi li anpa e pilin ante.