I dont know if its ok to talk about but when I was 5 just turning 6 I played baseball I wasnt super good and didnt really want to but I kinda started to get into it coach would do pizza partys and he was always really nice but he started doing things my first time hurt like crap yeah But after that I didnt hate it I enjoyed being with him he always made me feel special all the love I could want Then he was gone and after that I never felt so sad Then I had to Speak to doctors and they forced me on meds That I still take and made me spill the beans I have nightmares about it |