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| Don't worry about it. You're just really attracted to him and the trauma from his treatment of you caused your mind to morph the attraction to fit the situation, since you want him so badly. Just jerk off fantasizing about him and don't give it much further thought. He must be going through his own shit, or else he wouldn't be threatening people with violence. There's something about himself that he doesn't like. There's a saying, "hurt people hurt people." Sounds like he's all bark and no bite though but you should still get a 9mm just in case you are ever violently attacked. Lots of people getting stabbed out on the streets these days. Better to have a gun and not need it than to need it and not have it. Follow local laws of course. |