Oh, beloved... I fear you will have to make some sacrifices. I don't think you can pursue that training peacefully. You can try and deal with the consequences, if you feel brave enough, but that would demand you careful consideration... With you being forced to attend to such help, it will be very difficult. I suggest reconsidering healthcare and education, thought the possibility of pursuing such training anyway is still theoretically open. In any case, you should refrain from committing further crimes, hon. For as long as the climate is like this, I suggest you to abstain from child pornography and wait until it is made legal. |