This one's going to be a weird one, helped along by a 0.2L bottle of USSR Wodka, when am I not weird? How do you love god with all your heart and strength? Easier to lift oneself up by the bootstraps. That's why I bought the vodka which should have been a litre, but that's another story. I can feel the backs of my eyes warming up, that's a good sign, means I'm headed for I don't give a fuck land. The boy with the sandy knees, that's one of my former mes, Kodachrome and now I'm over ten times older, more like twenty, and none the wiser! I'm sixty and to all you younglings there's nothing up the road, but the shortening of what's left, it'll be a miracle on the order of the loaves and fishes if I live another twenty years, maybe I'll die tonight, with no flag no belly no cry. I used to love on the other side of heaven's door, now I'll keep knocking, just like so many times before, crying to be let in forever-more. I was born with an unfortunate love for boys, which is not to say girls never turned me on, or maybe I was expected to love girls, I don't know it's crazy, I don't even like girls genitals, or their feminine figures, or maybe I do, or did, but not anymore, those bitches always fucked me around! They act like they want it then they cross their legs. And anyhow the ones I ended up with were plain Janes, I had to fight them off with a stick. LOL. You more than anyone know why I like boys, I can't teach you about them, though sometimes our tastes may differ, it all feels good and holy. And ever so naughty. And therein lies the spice of life. When the heck are they gonna release The Skeleton Tree? Before Tremblay starts shaving hopefully, he'll have to hand the torch to that other kid. |