"Since I myself find adults extremely unattractive, I found it difficult to believe until that point that boys would find me, now that I've been an adult for a few years, attractive. " This really hit me hard. I have felt this way too. One of my biggest fears being really unattractive to a YF and they just don't want to hurt my feelings or tell me. As a boy I would not have wanted to be sexual with a man. |