Everyone says that as you get older, time passes faster. It's true, but for us BL time goes even faster. Having YFs is awesome, but watching them grow so fast is depressing sometimes. I still love my YFs when they are older, I still see the child they were not so long ago. But now is different. I would still have sex with them if they wanted to, but now I'm not in love like before. I don't think about them everyday now. One particular YF still makes me curious about him. He is a mysterious person, even his older brother told me that he locks up his bedroom door and he doesn't talk about sex or girls with anyone. You would think he is a shy person, but he is not. So I don't know if might be he has some type of Asperger, or might be he is hiding something. Could he be gay? Could he be a BL? Could he be asexual? Anyway, I would love to be closer to him to find out, but I don't want to make him nervous or anything. I don't know how to get closer so he can be more open with me. |