I'm trying to move on from seeing myself as a victim, but I was victimized by the-rapists. Everytime I hear people saying "whew 2020 what a tough year" I think no, its just tough in a very common way for a lot of families this year, but the general trend of misery that comes from abuse at the hands of "police" et al has been steady and rising. You are not alone o victims of state sponsored terrorism. The agony that those well intentioned psychologists inflicted on all of us in the program is incalculable. I think I speak for many freed slaves and prisoners throughout the world when I say fuck.the.cops. Fuck all of us who take no action to protect our fellow citizens from harm. We who know about the attrocities and stay silent (because we are busy healing and getting destracted by yfs) then we are worse than an ignorant collaborator. At least ignorant people don't know no better than to hate us and wish scientist experiment on us and cut our spiritual balls off by any means necessary to ensure #NoMoreVictims. No price in human degradation is too high to prevent one child from even hearing about the existence of sex from someone who enjoys telling him. But there's a reason I left this nickname fallow. It hurts my feelings too much. Sometimes it makes me get radicalized and I have so much venom filling up my quiver looking for someone to inflict my pain on. I'm like one of those bots who run around with their shotgun sizzling, primed to fire on the next authority figure that walks in. That's no way to be. I ain't gonna study war no more. At least not every day. If there was some kind of purposeful study trying to get to the bottom of these villainous the-rapey techniques I would be duty bound to support that. [@nonymouse] [Guardster] [Proxify] [Anonymisierungsdienst] |