Thank you all, I'll take your advice. I'm really worried that this could affect my future job so I won't tell her about my attraction. I have other thing to talk about with her. For example, after the quarantine I've been feeling weird and when I smoke weed this weirdness intensifies. But after reading all of the messages, I don't think I'll ever go back. I'll just talk with my mother and let her know that I'm perfectly fine. |