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For one, you aren't as lost as you claim to be. This is the point I was trying to make at first. You have memories of how it feels to be an af to a yf. You have had your attractions all your life, so none of this is brand new. But the thing I didn't mean it as a chastisement. I meant it as a vote of confidence. I meant the answers to these questions can be found within you and to be realized over time as earned wisdom. Did you hear that story, was it Bilbo Baggins or someone who whenever they need to make a decision they pull out a coin to flip. He decides heads I do option "a" and tails is option "b" and when the coin is in the air he knows what he's hoping it will land on, so he just disregarded the coin and followed his heart. I think that's what Jessy was trying to say at one point, like he was seeing it as you coming in with a preconceived notion. Hard to imagine a gent of your advanced age not having some preconceived notions. Hard earned ones probably. Hmmm, what would make a guy reexamine his philosophy towards hands on boy love? For me its when I meet a new boy and I want to get with him. I start thinking maybe its ok this time. Maybe I can get away with a lil something something. I mean, honestly the world is full of little boys getting their pps wet in so many ways. A vast majority of af/yf relationships don't get disrupted by scandals. The more hornier I get, the more I start thinking this way. If you are looking for some simple answers, my dick is full of confidence when he says go for it. The people who love me and don't want me savaged by the haters think I shouldn't even be friends with boys at all. Well at first thats how they were, I am thinking of my family. Then over time as they met different yfs and saw how much they love me and how they don't seem molested, my family has softened their tone. They know a yf isn't an instant ticket to scandal town. But still they wish I didn't take these risks. They know all too well how terrible it is when the police catch me. No one wants to see that happen again. So anywayz, ask my dick or my parents or some of these guys on here and we all got our perspectives. I'm trying to figure out my own perspective as I go along. I understand a lot of thingsm But should you have sex with your yfs? I tend to agree with you and say err on the side of no. Especially if it's an itty bitty kid. Especially if its someone you don't know well. But what do I know? Some boys be very blessed to have some anonymous quick sex in a car with a stranger, but as for me, today, that doesn't fit with my self perception of how I want to act. Tomorrow I might meet a stranger boy and be tempted to make an exception. We all have impulses and temptations Welp hope this has cleared everything up for you kipling. Would you say now you have a clear idea or you are still lost? |