That sounds very painful. I can't imagine coping in losing a YF. I feel it would change the fabric of my universe forever, and I the fabric of everyone else's I came into contact with.. I know I'd become a murderer if anyone else was to blame.. Honestly, it's always been one of my greatest fears. I think about it from time to time and I know I am overprotective on advise and caution. I balance that though by encouraging pushing limits when YF is with me, things like swimming to backline together or doing the more risky things only where I'm ready to jump in and help. I am deeply sorry for what you went through. |