hell, yes. I DO get that. I am glad that you posted today. I am sorry that you feel changed. I am sorry that you went to those dark places. I did too. in my first year. but I had six years to do. so somewhere at the end of my first year, and after re-evaluation, I got a different job (re-assigned as a tutor for ''high school equivalency''), had different free time where I got to be in different social circles, and basically had an easier time of it. I don't have a lot of advice to give you because all of my experience is from so long ago, but I do believe that you will find a way to make your way through life again. You have been a bright spot in my life before, and made my life easier. much love and wishes of luck. |