When I went in I told myself that I wouldn't let prison change me. I'm sure it did but I was determined to not let it happen. No matter what path we take to the top of the hill, we all end up at the same top of the hill. If you are depressed and feeling too damn randy, find some antidepressants that work for you, most of them take the sexual edge off to some extent or another. Do you have a support group? Hang in there... it gets better. Not being treated like a dog that get's let out on a schedule, fed on a schedule and counted like a widget in a warehouse were the fist things I noticed improvements in. That and the aforementioned better food. All the best, and great to have you back samuel! ((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))) |