Damn.

I just came from watching a couple of videos including Susan Boyle audition, the Jack Vidgen audition, the living and Cloud audition, and then I just went and watched Paul McCartney and Wings do Live and Let Die. God knows what I wouldn't give to be able to do the higher registers period my voice works better with country music. But I would love to be able to do those high notes and things like that you know. I could have probably been a star had it not been for me f****** my life up the way I did. I'm an artsy-fartsy guy. I think I could have made it. I wish I had put as much energy into the Knox As the deer into loving boys. I'm hoping that after I get sober I can take a few lessons and like at least perform at churches and things like that. I have a story to tell you knno? I just hope the Lord God will give me opportunity. I have a little bit of skill with the keyboard I have a little bit of a voice and I just want to do something with it you know?