Anyway I've got to make my way home as I am out and about right now. I've got to go make the drink because I'm starting to shake. I can always tell. It seems to start in my head right behind my eyes and then it works its way out to my hands and then to my entire body when I go into DT's I can't even walk I shake so violently. I don't know how long or if I ever end up in the shape. Alcoholism is no joke baby. I hope someday I can come back here and share something positive instead of all this mournful crying and negativity. You know just be done with all the sad stuff or the emotional crap. |